What's up? Discuss, confide, laugh, cry....
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Trying to deal with my issues like an adult. Invested a lot of emotional energy into a black hole and in truth it was misappropriated, and I realize that, but I feel like crying even though he told me it wasn't exclusive and even though he said on facebook 'I'm planning a big date' and I knew it couldn't be with me...and of course when we were more engaged with each other he never said anything like that about me...%$#@ it all I don't think he ever did care. just cared about my parents' money or something. %$#@ it. I'm so distraught but it's more like because I knew he wasn't as engaged as i was but I felt like there was potential and there was also the fact that i had really the feeling like i didn't know. and i just am a stupid ignorant person and i hate people so much. and usually i am far more articulate and whatnot online but right now i just don't care to %$#@ capitalize. this is me at my most schizo.